The Escapism
To lay your head on the pillow is sometimes an act of faith
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Sometimes I think of the term “pleasing God”. What does it mean by that? how is it achieved on daily basis?
It appeared to me one night as I was struggling to make myself asleep, I thought of how detailed God is. How simple he is. I please him by thinking what’s good, pure, holy. I please him even just by deciding to sleep instead of drowned in the puddle of fear and worries. I please him as I was saying positive things towards myself in times of trouble. I please him as I was cheering myself up in discouraging moments. I please him as I hold from judging myself when I fail. I please him when I say “I really want to trust in You God” even when I haven’t felt that way yet. I please him when I care for others and start planning to do one little favor for them.
Yes, I please him when I choose the best decision even it’s hard for me. I please not with words, but with thoughts. The thoughts that others might never notice. For words often don’t go along with thoughts.
God deals with thoughts. It’s where the renewal evolves.
Well, just a thought. Short sentences indicate that I’m enormously tired. What I need is not just a ’sleep’, but a ‘rest’.
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Compatible is defined as: able to exist, live together, or work successfully with (something or someone else/well matched with) -PONS Cambridge International Dictionary of English
How would this ever make any sense to you? they’re just names!
Weirdness.
Look who’s talking :)
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There are two kinds of distraction when one has to focus on doing something crucial.
The first, is the one from outside. It’s easier to resolve. Just close all doors and windows.
But how is one supposed to find the way out if the disturbance coming from inside oneself?
Well, speaking of distractions…
Everyone has their own problems to deal with, as long as they’re alive.
Whether you’re frustrated, depressed, or even suicidal, just don’t give up. Life’s too precious. We’re too precious. Once again, look who’s talking, haha…
It’s always been that way…
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Going to the area where the flood took away almost everything that those people had has taught me a lesson. Sometimes I think that I’m too self-centered, even while doing some social work, there’s another motive I have. It’s to widen my own heart, to force myself to witness what’s been taken from those people, and yet they’re still smiling! It struck my heart. Couldn’t do much, except to donate some money and when I went to see by myself, I could only smile and touch the shoulders everytime I passed them by.
Someone made a remark about me: a warm-hearted girl. I don’t think I’m that kind of person. It feels strange to hear that kind of encouragement or whatever that the person means, especially when you feel that no one would like you if only they can look inside your heart. Many things have made my heart cold, and it affects the way I treat people. But I’m learning. And will keep learning to be stronger inside. As I heard in one of the movie, “your heart is strong, that’s why you’re kind”
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Sigh. Sigh. sIGH. siGH. sigH. sigh. sigh. Sigh. SIgh. SIGh. SIGH.
Not enough signal to communicate between my aching heart and my demanding mind. Well, it happens though.
My hands are up in the air.
A cat swallowed the canary
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There’s a time when I feel and think that I know everything, while what others tell come bouncing back to them, and none of the statements I hear could make me smug. Then, the time comes when I feel and think that I know nothing. Nothing in general and in particular. When every words I read is just passing by and I keep telling myself I wish that I’m more educated, and structured.
Studied a lot today, made a slight progress on separating the major and minor point. If at the end I don’t reach the minimum score, I’ll be learning a lot til that day comes.
Today was simple, raining all day, and I’m talking about huge and excessive pouring of water from the sky nearly non-stop, flooding most parts in the city. It was simple, not because nothing happened, but because I’m like a cat that swallowed the canary, did what I gotta do, studied what I gotta study, said what I wanna say, to the right people, and the most significant thing was, at the right time.
Wish the rain stops soon. Nothing good ever comes out of a disproportion.
I’m feeling kinda:
Should I need umbrella?
I’m reading:
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