The Escapism

“I believe that God is taking care of it, so how can I push God to be quicker? God is teaching me patience, mom. I’m not a patient person. So I’m being patient here.”

 That’s what I told mom last night on the phone. I couldn’t believe I said it. It comes from the deepest state of my heart of being surrendered. Surrendered to God, not to the circumstances. Those are two absolutely different things.

Ah, cut the crap stop beating around the bush.

Okay, after waiting for exactly 60 days, I called the embassy this morning and they said I can get my student visa on Monday

As I expected, I was in euphoria. I was relieved, but deep inside I realize that this is just the start of another thing. But that would be another thing to be concerned about, I won’t blog about it now.

Thank you God, for I’m still here. This blog is my witness.