The Escapism

So little time… So little time…

That’s right. Time flies, I don’t realize it and suddenly there are only 13 days left for me to spend here. Day by day is spent unconsciously, busy as a bee. Buying this, that, looking for this, that, doing this and that, writing down this and that, paying this and that, asking for this and that. Mom reminded me to maintain my health by resting especially when it’s getting nearer for me to leave, but in reality I can’t rest.

Not to mention the emotion. I hate it when it comes to time dealing with emotion. Tears and loss, I wish I don’t have to experience all that, but I’m a human, and can’t avoid it. So I will just live as a human, have a good cry in a perfect moment. But the moment isn’t now. For now I still have many things to catch up.

And sleep, that’s the best rest at this moment.

BTW, I had a birthday and farewell party this evening with the friends from workplace. It was fun. I got many presents and good wishes.

Those things triggered me to be sentimental tonight. I hope it’ll have gone when I wake up.